Sunday ramblings

I’m out of matcha tea. This makes me sad. I’m working on my bullet journal for next year. I have to start early cause if I don’t I will get too overwhelmed and not even use it, even though I want to use it. When your black ink pad comes out as red ink… Ok, I will just continue on. Haha. I want to put on a page of lunar phases cause I love that stuff and astronomy and astrology. My therapist has mentioned trigger tracking, so I should try that. Yes, she mentioned this about a year ago. I’m […]

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It’s been a while

I have been notified (Thomas) that I have not written here in a bit. I just have been feeling the anxiety with writing. So many things have been happening lately, cause ya know, it’s 2020. And those things cause anxiety. This year has been testing my PTSD and anxiety to new levels. So, some things that have been on my mind, reading, watching, or whatever else pops up in my head as I’m writing this: 1. Cleaning the storage unit out. One forgets all the stuff they own when it’s been in storage for months. And I found my wedding dress […]

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Head Case

Facebook needs to stop showing me shoe ads. I’ve already looked at the shoes, they don’t have my size. I was delusional to regard they would. Carry on. I’m watching a video on Facebook: Seaport Village. If anyone visits San Diego, go visit Seaport Village. It’s my favorite place to go when I lived in San Diego. Oh Lord, this is going to sound like an ad. Haha. Go to Old Town and go on the Ghost Tour. Definitely the Ghost Tour! And the Carlsbad Flower Fields! And whale watching from Scripps park or the old Point Loma lighthouse. They […]

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I’ve got 99 problems and 98 of them are completely made up scenarios in my head that I’m stressing about for absolutely no logical reason.

Hath anyone tried to write and listen to a YouTube video at the same time? It’s kind of hard to do. We are not a multitasking species. I like watching painting and planner videos. Someday I will get back into drawing and painting. Someday. I have my bullet journal for journaling and kind of planning. See, I need to use a digital calendar and a digital todo list. I don’t always remember to take my bullet journal with me so I can’t use that for appointments. I’m also terrible at writing things down or I shall either write it down […]

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How to handle today’s world and not go crazy

I started writing tonight at 8pm. It isn’t that great of a start, yet it is better than 9pm. ‘Tis now 8:30 since I started watching YouTube about Skara Brae and the Vatican City. I can’t visit these places so I may as well watch them. Welcome to July. I’m wondering what 2020 shall bring. Some may say not to say that and jinx us. Though who are we kidding? Hast thou saw the past six months? I don’t know about you but I’m rooting for aliens this month to introduce themselves. Lol. I miss the X-Files. I haven’t written […]

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I shouldn’t start writing this late…

‘Tis 9pm, so am I going to finish this post before I go to bed? No! Because I like to sleep too much. And don’t be me and start a sentence with the word “because” or “and.” Book 16 of the Dresden Files comes out in a few weeks and I’m not even done with book 6. /sigh. Another reason that I shall not finish this post tonight is my girls, all of a sudden, need my attention every 5 seconds. Now, I have been sitting here for the last few hours doing absolutely nothing but playing Skyrim and watching […]

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