Sunday ramblings

I’m out of matcha tea. This makes me sad. I’m working on my bullet journal for next year. I have to start early cause if I don’t I will get too overwhelmed and not even use it, even though I want to use it. When your black ink pad comes out as red ink… Ok, I will just continue on. Haha. I want to put on a page of lunar phases cause I love that stuff and astronomy and astrology. My therapist has mentioned trigger tracking, so I should try that. Yes, she mentioned this about a year ago. I’m […]

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It’s been a while

I have been notified (Thomas) that I have not written here in a bit. I just have been feeling the anxiety with writing. So many things have been happening lately, cause ya know, it’s 2020. And those things cause anxiety. This year has been testing my PTSD and anxiety to new levels. So, some things that have been on my mind, reading, watching, or whatever else pops up in my head as I’m writing this: 1. Cleaning the storage unit out. One forgets all the stuff they own when it’s been in storage for months. And I found my wedding dress […]

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#stayathome

Being a GenX-er, I’d think that I was trained in the art of laying around the house and entertaining myself. I have found myself getting bored lately. I never really knew what that felt like. I mean, sitting down and reading or even organizing my dresser drawers, is cool with me. I like the task of organizing and cleaning at times. This Covid19 thing, that is interrupting the world, is a whole other level. I’m an introvert, a self-proclaimed hermit. I should have no problems with staying home and away from people. Heck, I have practiced social distancing for years. […]

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My mind is led astray

Hello! This seems like a slow week. Which is nice. I’ll be going to Colorado again this weekend. I believe this is my third or fourth weekend in a row going to Colorado. I almost feel like we should move to Colorado during the hockey season. Heh. Gosh, last weekend was Alexis and me alone. Ya know that phrase, ‘curiosity killed the cat’? We all know not to go searching for more info. Well, that is especially something that I should never do. Specifically when it has to do with someone being hurt or in need of medical attention. Not […]

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Hello, Colorado

I’m sitting here at the ice rink’s bar, having a Diet Pepsi waiting for Alexis’s game at 2. We had a 12:45 call time for their team pictures. I bought a kid’s meal of a grilled cheese sandwich and fries. Not because it was very cheap, yet because I hast the appetite of a 10 year old. This is a big sandwich and frankly not sure I shall be able to finish this. I did my rounds of saying hi to all the parents and coaches and settled down to write for a bit. It’s not always that I don’t […]

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I’m procrastinating

I have trouble believing merely neurotypical people exist. When you are hungry; you eat. When you are sleepy; you sleep. Where the brain does not require so much effort to realize these things. The brain just… works. There is no Dedicated Screaming Hour? My brain is much like a crafts room. What be quite literally the opposite of what I like my surroundings to be like. I would like to be minimalistic. I feel like I have too much stuff to acquire that. Getting rid of things is tricky. I must do so in a way that others do not […]

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