Lazy Saturday

I miss Kate. She was the reason that I got my site up and running again. She was always my cheerleader. Does anyone ever write in sequence? I’d often have random sentences or thoughts down on the document and I somehow connect them as I go along. Everything being digital makes this process so much easier. When I’d do reports when I was younger I’d have a few pages with jotted down sentences waiting to be placed into my report. Working on my iPad while it is charging is proving to be illogical. The battery charge seems to be going […]

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Sick again..

I have received everything I need to do my taxes. The beauty of this is that this time whatever I get back from taxes is mine. Just mine. It’s not for anyone else to buy any speakers, cars or televisions. Not for anyone to spend just for the sake of spending money. I can put the money away and save it. No one upset at me because I’m not spending my money on them. As crazy as it may seem, just having some control back, whether small or big, has been a goal for years of wanting to get out […]

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I’m still here

It has been a week since Lacy had to be put down. I’m still sad. I think I will be sad for a while. I still see her in the corner of my eye and imagine her running around in the field. It had happened so fast. As I look back I can think of one symptom she had shown. Though it was months ago and I didn’t know what dog it was from because they were all acting normal. Thing is, no one would have known except for if she had had a blood test. Either her red blood […]

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Dumating sa! Pagdali!

That is what my mom always would be yelling at me when she needs me to get moving. Of course, this is always what I hear when I need to be hurrying along. Of course, I never knew what exactly the English translation is, yet when my mom was screaming it at me, I just assumed I better get moving and then she’d calm down. So my assumption of the words were correct. Come on! Hurry up! The confusion lies in the fact that these are two different dialects. Dumating sa is Tagalog, while Pagdali is Cebuano. So, I keep […]

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