Somehow I broke my blog. My fanatical obsession with never closing browser tabs have saved me. I think. See, I broke my blog and I have yet been able to log in at my desktop computer. We come now to my obsessive browser tabs. I never close tabs. Something becomes enchanted in my head and I just need to read up and learn everything I can about said topic. So I can’t close these tabs unless I have set up some folder in my bookmarks where I can safely save these tabs. There are times that I feel I may […]

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Waiting for hockey.

I refuse to type a whole post on my phone. I can but I don’t wanna! Haha. I will try and post again anon. That is one of my goals. To write more often. Hopefully on a computer or something with an actual keyboard. So here are my posts today that I had written while waiting for the hockey games. Written in Colorado Springs, posted in Pueblo. Lol.

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It may pass like a kidney stone, but hard times will pass.

Ok, not sure what I should write about. I have been reading this book, Automate the Boring Stuff with Python, to learn more about Python (again, the language). Doing so in a very active ice skating/hockey rink is pretty hard. There are 4 birthdays going on here right now. I’m sitting next to one. My table is the only one with an outlet next to it. Alexis is at one of the birthday parties. She is skating with her friends before hockey practice, then her friend’s mom will pick her up and take her to her friend’s house. Alex, who […]

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Panic attack

I dropped off Karissa at school and stopped at Starbucks to study my Python. My anxiety is so high. I’m not sure I can stay here much longer to study. I’m trying to focus. Trying to focus on slowing down my breathing. I’m safe. I know I’m safe but my brain doesn’t want to believe me. I ordered a Jade Citrus hot tea with honey and a cinnamon-raisin bagel. It is helping my stomach, now if my breathing would slow and my focus would just concentrate on coding. Hearing aids are off. Headphones on and some nice, quiet instrumental music […]

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Always check your laptop’s battery level

My laptop is dead. I forgot the last place I was using my laptop was at the rink that didn’t have a free outlet so it died. I’m again at a place with no outlet. Oh well. I will write on my phone. I guess ‘type’ is more the word I’m looking for. I’m at the Lovelace Hospital. I had to see my Hematologist for my anemia. I need to take an iron tablet on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. I’m sitting in the cafeteria waiting for my ride. I told Tom that I didn’t feel like driving today so I […]

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Stabilizing my mood

My therapist’s appointment is in this tiny town, smaller than the one I live in. Drove to the edge of town… took about a minute or two. I stopped by this place called Mama Bears and had lunch. Three tacos and a coke for $5. I couldn’t really beat that. Of course, I wasn’t able to eat my third taco so I asked for a to-go box. This place is busier than I’d expect in such a small town. Everyone knows everyone here. It’s a very family-ish feeling. It brings me back to when I lived in Babenhausen Kaserne in […]

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