Organized Chaos

I write so little that I believe every time I write, it’s randomness. My hands hurt a bit today, but I still want to write. I have been trying to stay on top of my schedule and todo list and journal. I’m doing alright. Still feel a bit overwhelmed. I have started to try to organize my things. I do love organizing. It’s the time that I need to find to do the organizing. I was thinking of doing the KonMari of cleaning. I think that may be possible. I’m not so sure about my clothes though. I mean, I […]

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Random Sunday

Geez, I haven’t written in here since last September! Oh, I keep getting challenge requests from friends on Fitbit. I miss my Fitbit. It stopped working many many moons ago. I’m in Pueblo, Co. Alexis had four hockey games this weekend. The Mustangs did awesome. We were going to head home today but Tom caught the stomach flu and is dehydrated, so we are staying an extra night. Ok, what happened to winter in Colorado? It feels like summer here. I’ve been to Colorado many times throughout my life. Seen all the seasons. This is not a Colorado winter! Now […]

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Psychologically confusing

My allergies are so bad right now. I forgot to bring eye drops but that’s alright. I have been to Karissa’s college for a bit. We live about 45 minutes away. So I like to save gas and not drive so much, given the fact that driving isn’t my favorite activity. So I have been studying Linux at the library while she is in class. My anxiety has not given me the chance to be completely comfortable there at their library. Although I do love the atmosphere there. The sentiment I have with Karissa is if she needs me, text […]

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Anxiety

My therapist said to try writing when I’m having anxiety. So, here I am. There are different types of anxiety I get. Well, more like different symptoms of anxiety… some are easier to deal with than others. The shortness of breath and me “taking over my breathing” is the hardest. Mostly because I feel lightheaded and I just want this feeling of anxiety to stop. More than anything, just for it to stop. What am I having anxiety about? Not too sure. Which is why I’m writing. I do have an idea. Or a few ideas. So let’s put that […]

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Thunderstorms and laptops

Albuquerque is having a nice thunderstorm at the moment. Being that it’s always hotter down here then it is in my small town, it is really nice. It’s 70 degrees and I’m having some hot tea. Mostly the hot tea is for my stomach. I’m not sure if I have come down with something or I caught what Kel has had for the past week. The ibprophen has helped my headache a bit. I’m at Starbucks at the moment, trying to study as I watch the rain outside. I love the rain. It’s so calming. I just noticed that Starbucks […]

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Today has been a mentally hard day.

Today has been a rough day, mentally. Even though I try hard not to read the news, with the internet it’s hard not to know what is going on in the world. Suicides happening, the #metoo movement has brought abusive relationships to light. It all brings many things to surface that I try hard to keep buried. It is scary how easy it is to be gaslighted or emotionally torn down. This is not a secluded subject. It is more common than we like to think. This is also not something that is isolated to one group. This happens to […]

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