This morning was all about cybersecurity. I spent the time studying security concepts and learning how different systems protect against threats. It’s fascinating to realize how much happens behind the scenes to keep our data safe. There’s a lot to remember, so I keep reviewing the terms repeatedly to help them stick. I want to watch a few cybersecurity videos, and then I will start coding.
Everyone’s home today, which means distractions are high. But I’m doing my best to stay on track. Sometimes productivity just has to adapt to the chaos. I’m taking a lunch break now since everyone’s in the kitchen grabbing food. I finished off what was left of Tommy’s lunch. It’s really tasty, but spicy enough to clear my sinuses!
I was doing really well with studying today. I’ve been enjoying learning about cybersecurity – it’s fascinating how much goes into keeping systems safe. But now that the house has gone quiet after Kel and Alex left for Kel’s dad’s house, I can’t seem to focus. It’s funny because earlier, when it was loud and busy, I was studying just fine, only mildly distracted. Now, with all this silence, everything is distracting me. I guess I’m just a naturally distracted person.
When I’m alone, I actually study more – but I also get distracted more. It’s strange. When people are around, I get interrupted with questions or small conversations, but somehow that keeps me more motivated to stay focused when I finally have quiet time. When I’m alone, no one’s around to bother me… except me. I find little ways to distract myself, like checking my phone or thinking about random things. It probably sounds backward, but it makes sense to me. Having others around helps keep me accountable, but staying accountable to myself is much harder.
Karissa just came by to say hi. She sat on my lap, and I noticed she felt a bit warm. I told her to get something to drink and rest for a while. I don’t think she’s feeling very well – she may have caught something at the convention, or all the traveling might have worn her down. She said she has homework to do and is helping Kel with laundry, so I told her to do what she can but to make sure she gets some rest.
I’m going to make some hot tea and continue studying. But as I sit here writing in my journal, I can’t help but wonder – does this count as procrastinating? Because honestly, I might be the queen of procrastination. Somehow, even when I’m being productive, I find ways to delay the main task. Still, maybe journaling is part of the process – a little pause before diving back in with focus (and a warm cup of tea).
