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It’s only 10 pm and I’m sleepy. Having a bit of an anxiety attack. Let’s see if I can just write it out. Heh, ride it out… write it out. I crack myself up! So I have been practicing with creating web servers on Linux lately. The first one I created, on CentOS 7, took…

Apparently, I’m supposed to be blogging. Has anyone tried that Korean beauty routine? I’ve been reading about that to see if it would help with my very dry skin. Any thoughts? Yesterday was Karissa’s birthday. Really, I can’t believe that she is 19. It’s a crazy thought. Because we are pretty busy this weekend, we…

Geez, I haven’t written in here since last September! Oh, I keep getting challenge requests from friends on Fitbit. I miss my Fitbit. It stopped working many many moons ago. I’m in Pueblo, Co. Alexis had four hockey games this weekend. The Mustangs did awesome. We were going to head home today but Tom caught…

My allergies are so bad right now. I forgot to bring eye drops but that’s alright. I have been to Karissa’s college for a bit. We live about 45 minutes away. So I like to save gas and not drive so much, given the fact that driving isn’t my favorite activity. So I have been…

My therapist said to try writing when I’m having anxiety. So, here I am. There are different types of anxiety I get. Well, more like different symptoms of anxiety… some are easier to deal with than others. The shortness of breath and me “taking over my breathing” is the hardest. Mostly because I feel lightheaded…

Albuquerque is having a nice thunderstorm at the moment. Being that it’s always hotter down here then it is in my small town, it is really nice. It’s 70 degrees and I’m having some hot tea. Mostly the hot tea is for my stomach. I’m not sure if I have come down with something or…

Today has been a rough day, mentally. Even though I try hard not to read the news, with the internet it’s hard not to know what is going on in the world. Suicides happening, the #metoo movement has brought abusive relationships to light. It all brings many things to surface that I try hard to…

I think one of the hardest transitions in life may be the transition from childhood to adulthood. One day you are 17 and the next, you are 18 and legally an adult. Although mentally you are still a kid. Watching Karissa trying to adjust and seeing her nervousness, I try not to take over and…

There needs to be a better WordPress app, typing up a post via browser is a bit of an annoyance. I’m sitting in McDonald’s having a Coke, cause seriously, my stomach doesn’t care for anything else at McDonald’s. Shame though, I do like some of its food. I’m waiting for Chris to get done with…

٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ I actually made it to my therapist office with some time to spare. I was running late this morning even though I left on time. Turned my car on and there was this attention-seeking, unrelenting orange-lit picture of a gas pump staring at me! Mind you, I have not driven my car all week…