talking

April 4, 2022

I’ve been gone from here for a while. My depression has been pretty high lately. The therapist says this would happen since I’m doing EDMR.. which is basically facing all your traumas head-on and learning about ways to cope with them. It’s kind of hard to explain. But bringing everything front and center makes for functioning a bit harder. One…

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My Faithful Pen

November 24, 2021

My pen takes wing across the page. That’s how it used to be. I used to tell others that I will never fully give in to the digital age that to which my generation was the first to experience. I accepted records turning into tapes, turning into cds, into mp3s, into streaming. I’ve sort of gave into ebooks. The physical…

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Just marking my way through

November 1, 2021

I’m sitting here waiting for the boys to get out of school. I wouldn’t mind them taking the bus home, but they have hockey practice. Well, one has hockey. The other will be driving cause of course, I can’t drive home at night. I’m thinking I need to minimize my stuff again. This time my stationery. I have enough with…

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I’m just happy that I wrote something today!

September 26, 2021

I keep thinking it’s October, but it’s still September. My computer is already decked out in Halloween aesthetic. Does everyone here celebrate Halloween? I do have some friends and family who don’t celebrate it. I believe it’s the act of celebrating the dead or dressing up as witches or devils that somehow let those demons enter our realm of reality.…

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I’m mobilized!

September 11, 2021

Haha! Nah, just working on my phone’s aesthetic and put WordPress onto my phone. ? More later…

June 24, 2021

I’ve spent a few days wondering what kind of post I want to make. I can’t seem to decide if I’m scared or angry or happy. See, I feel nothing about what happened a few days ago. I mean, I don’t give a rat’s ass about it. At first, I was scared. When I heard I wanted to shut down…

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