Ok, not sure what I should write about. I have been reading this book, Automate the Boring Stuff with Python, to learn more about Python (again, the language). Doing so in a very active ice skating/hockey rink is pretty hard. There are 4 birthdays going on here right now. I’m sitting next to one. My…
Panic attack
I dropped off Karissa at school and stopped at Starbucks to study my Python. My anxiety is so high. I’m not sure I can stay here much longer to study. I’m trying to focus. Trying to focus on slowing down my breathing. I’m safe. I know I’m safe but my brain doesn’t want to believe…
Always remember
After a near-accident on the way to bringing Karissa to school, (never try to cross traffic on very busy multi-lane street kids, especially when you can’t see me.. your oncoming traffic), I’ve decided to sit down for a few and relax. I’m glad I was going slow since we were coming up on a red…
Always check your laptop’s battery level
My laptop is dead. I forgot the last place I was using my laptop was at the rink that didn’t have a free outlet so it died. I’m again at a place with no outlet. Oh well. I will write on my phone. I guess ‘type’ is more the word I’m looking for. I’m at…
Stabilizing my mood
My therapist’s appointment is in this tiny town, smaller than the one I live in. Drove to the edge of town… took about a minute or two. I stopped by this place called Mama Bears and had lunch. Three tacos and a coke for $5. I couldn’t really beat that. Of course, I wasn’t able…
Yes, I’m ok. I think…
Why do scones tend to be dry? Is this a thing? Why is this a thing? Yesterday’s mail included the high schoolers’ date and time they are to get their schedule. I’m excited for them. I also feel a bit more overwhelmed that school is about to start again. Not that this summer has been…
Blueberry iced tea, Linux and organization
I created a few Linux web servers and I destroyed them. All in the name of practice. I’m becoming a little more familiar with it. In a way, I’m liking CentOS distribution just a little bit more than Ubuntu. Only because CentOS is more newbie friendly. Sometime I will point this domain over to a…
Birth story – Alexis
I have been meaning to do this for a while. So here we go: My pregnancy with Alexis was easier than Karissa’s. It wasn’t new so I knew what to expect. I did get pretty sick a few times. I had the stomach flu and though I didn’t want to eat, I was told to…
Mother dearest Part II
I’m so confused right now. After my mom has told me that she doesn’t know/have my birth certificate… she called me up today. I didn’t get the call. Ok, I was scared to pick it up so I let the voicemail get it. In the voicemail, she said, “This is your mother, I mailed the…
Mother dearest
I’m not sure where to start. Honestly, I’d rather lie in bed and sleep but it’s not good to get lost in my head. I guess to start… I’m looking to find out how to obtain my birth certificate. My dad was in the Navy and I was born in the Philippines. So I’m not…