November 25, 2022

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. The immense stress when baking is waiting to see if the bread dough will rise. It’s a sign that you didn’t kill the yeast (like I did). Kel and I made pies and dinner rolls on Wednesday. I stayed up until 1 am to finish the apple pie. I was so worried that…

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Title would go here if I had one…

November 21, 2022

So I missed a few days, but I’m still writing. Of course, Tommy is the one who suggested I write. Does anyone have dry scalp? What do you use in your hair to combat this? My scalp practically produces no oil. I can go a week without washing, and you wouldn’t know it’s been a week. It’s almost Thanksgiving, and…

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To be, or not to be?

November 17, 2022

I’m sitting in the library today. I got a lot of studying done. With my time learning Java, one would think I know more about Java than I do. They say knowledge is power. I say the more power I have, the more confusion I have. But I just started learning Java, so I need to give myself a break.…

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communication

November 16, 2022

Communication is said to be the imparting or exchanging of information or news. Though what if I don’t have data or news to exchange? How do people talk? I often feel like I have nothing to say. Nothing to give to a conversation. I observe others when they talk. Trying to get some tips on communicating better and yet have…

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November 15, 2022

Everyone has that inner voice that tells us what we think. That inner critic. But what if that inner voice is somehow broken? Our inner voice can be our greatest enemy. I feel that way about my inner voice. So much so that I have medication to quiet her up. But does she need to be silent? I often ponder…

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July 20, 2022

My watch tells me to stand up every hour if I haven’t done so. Now I’m obsessed with standing and moving around that sitting still is hard to do. Not that it has ever been easy to do. I haven’t typed here in so long and that is how I start out my post. /sigh Oh, I think my bipolar…

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Testing

July 14, 2022

Testing. I’m tinkering with the html on here.

talking

April 4, 2022

I’ve been gone from here for a while. My depression has been pretty high lately. The therapist says this would happen since I’m doing EDMR.. which is basically facing all your traumas head-on and learning about ways to cope with them. It’s kind of hard to explain. But bringing everything front and center makes for functioning a bit harder. One…

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