I finished my form! I am working on the CSS, which seems to be a bit harder. But I like figuring out how I want the form to look. I will show the form down below. It won’t look great because the CSS isn’t done and won’t be attached here on WordPress. Wow, that is being negative. It looks good for it being my first form that I have coded. Creating the survey form was fun. I’m looking forward to the next project.

When I’m working, I can easily focus. Though keeping that focus is proving difficult. After some time focusing on my work, I will become anxious and have to shift my focus to something else. It’s as if my head won’t let me stay on focus for a long time. That could be my ADHD but I think that is more about my fear of not paying attention to my surroundings or other things. I’m trying the Pomodoro timer now. I work for 25 minutes, take a break, and then get back to work for another 25 minutes. It seems to be helping a bit.

I haven’t been able to start my medication change yet. I don’t have enough medication to double up, and the pharmacy won’t refill my prescription yet. So I will wait until I need to refill, and then the correct dosage will be added. It’s a bit frustrating. I want to do what my medication management therapist says but the pharmacy won’t cooperate yet.

I was thinking of a fact I learned. Botox helps with migraines. That is the actual use of botox. The getting-rid-of-wrinkles is a side effect of botox. I thought that was funny since everyone associates botox with wrinkles and looking younger.

I read a reddit post about how the average person has about 6,000 thoughts a day and out of these thoughts, 70-80% of them are negative. I’m not sure I even create 6,000 thoughts a day. That is a lot. I should have more to talk about if I had that many thoughts. I do believe that most of them are negative. The brain is geared towards negativity. But I’m not sure about a full thought. I mean, I will feel depressed or anxious but may not have an actual thought that I’m down or feeling negative. I just feel negative. I do try to be more positive and have a more positive outlook on things. We tend to think that things are worse than they really are. What we really have to watch out for is when we think negative about our negative thoughts. We should acknowledge that we are having negative thoughts, then answer those negative thoughts with some positivity. Pushing it away can create a debt of negativity that is never taken care of. As Tommy has told me, these things build up till one day it all comes out at once. And that ususally isn’t pretty. 

Oh, and Punxsatawney Phil has predicted 6 more weeks of winter. Happy Groundhog Day!

Ok, let me put my form here: